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.Sunday, February 26, 2012 ' 12:01 AM Y
Loves for Music {:

I know that no one's gonna see this but this is just for myself.
Things went real bad this year, 2012.
I thought it would be a good one, or at least, i can try to make it
seems good. But, everything is just not within my control. I tried
to feel happy, be happy and show that i'm happy. I tried to stop
crying, stop complaining and start to feel contented.

Seriously, i've been thinking all these while. What are the things
that i've done right and wrong. After some deep thoughts, i came
to a conclusion. My wrongs are obviously more than my rights. I
really can't dig anymore rights from my memory.

Band, school, relationship with peers/teachers/family and many
more. I failed to do my best in all area of my life. I really failed
as a human, if you were to ask me. I'm never gonna be the best
that i want myself to be. I'm never gonna be the best that you
want me to be. Never.





.Wednesday, November 30, 2011 ' 1:12 AM Y
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FINALLY! BLOG-ING AGAIN! :D

Back from Sri Lanka ; done with operation ; n now, LOCKED in
'PRISON' for 2 weeks before i can get out of the house again..
Sigh! Sad life right? I know..

I miss Band. To be precise, MSLCB! <3
I've been missing 3 practices n it's like 3 YEARS! OMG! :O It's
like soooooooooo sad man! I want to go Band, play great song w/
the Band n hangout with WONDERFUL people.. :(
But all i can do is to stay at home n eat ; sleep n watch tv.

I wanna go out with my frens too! T.T
Wear nicenice, go eat good food n go places with nice scenery.
But all of these cant happen within this few days, i needa wait
for another one week or so! It's like PRISON, you know?!

POP coming, yet i cant do anything to help..
What i can do, is to give some ideas to the formation n the surprise
plan thingy. But in the end, what i contributed in the end, is not
appreciated at all.. SIGH! :(

Nvrm! Just pray hard that I'll be well by then n have the most
special day of my life at the age of 15. Okie, got to go Tumblr or
Facebook, CHAOS!

[life. unpredictable.]

Footprints,
Xueting :/





.Friday, October 14, 2011 ' 9:22 PM Y
Loves for Music {:

Phew! Another wonderful day is gone!
Today, had a wonderful afternoon with LOVE! Weiling~ <3
Hahas! :P She did wat she promised me! A treat as a birthday
celebration that she missed this year.

Hahas! We went to SSC to shop for some stuff being goin to
Aston for our dinner! ^^ First stop ; DAISO! I bought a mini
fan for my trip to Sri Lanka, a earpiece coil, a set of cute and
useful envelop and a biscuit!

Then, we head to popular and spend almost 1 hours plus
there! OMG!!! Hehe, then we talk our heart out on a lot of
things! Soooooooooo Funnnnnnnnnn! ^^

Weee~ Erm, then we went walk walk till abt 6. We head to
Aston for our dinner! Yummie!! I had fried fish and it was
super duper nice! Woahahaha.. *burpppppppp

Okie! i think i'm done with my post today! Gonna go watch
my show n eat my biscuit! :D

[sometimes, distance help in maintaining a relationship!]

Footprints,
Xueting :D





.Thursday, October 13, 2011 ' 11:26 PM Y
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Finally! I'm back on my blog!

OMG! It's been like.. erm.. ONE YEAR AND FIFTEEN DAYS! :O
Hahas! :P Okie, actually, idk how to start a blog post already!!!
Exams is just over and it's sort of a relieve for me, BUT i'm still as
worried upon my results..
Sigh! Have an instinct that i ain't gonna do very well this time despite
all the hard work that i've put in~
Nah, who cares?! I no longer wish to give a damn on it ANYMORE!

Now, i shall concentrate on BAND wholeheartedly! <3
A good news here, i've got the acknowledge in the band! Aft all, those
hard works paid off! Phew~~ But, gotta put in more effort to prove
that i really got the ability! Hehe! :)

OK! In less than 2months time, i'm gonna go for my operation alrdy!
I'm so looking forward to it! Hahas, cos by then, i'll be able to see who
really care for me. Those who visit me despite the long journey to the
hospital, is those whom i should really spend more time n effort with,
cos they do the same!! Make sense?!

Erm, i think i shall end here, cos i think i'm getting a little long-winded!
:P Hahas! XD Gonna go tumblr-ing! ^^

[i <3 tumblr]

Footprints,
Xueting :)





.Tuesday, September 28, 2010 ' 7:40 PM Y
Loves for Music {:

Hey People~

Hmmm, this might be meaningless lah. After all, i've not
been blogging for a very long time~

This is my last post before heading on for my EOY/10.

Goin to go to Sec/3 alrdy! ARGH! Very very not willing
siol~ Damn freaking worried abt my results even before
i take my paper. Sigh~



You guys just dont knw how i'm feeling n thinking, cos you
guys aren't me! You live your life, i live mine. I dont inter-
fere with yours, you dont interfere with mine! We are two
different ppl! Dont try to make me change my life just cos
of you, cos i WONT! :P

CHILL~~~

(damn pissed off~)

Footprints,
Xueting :D





.Saturday, August 28, 2010 ' 11:54 PM Y
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Hmmmmm, how shall i start?

Wednesday~~~

I'll just straight away jump to band, i'm getting very impatient
lately~ tsktsktsk.

Prac for arnd 30+ mins? Then realize we were suppose to play
some games, for bonding, i think.....

Run up n down, up n down~ It's seems like a nvr ending game
to me. First round, section is to find section leader, who is hiding
somewhere arnd the school~ It started off quite fun, but am
getting tired gradually~ Time's up! We dint manage to find our
section leader~

Second round, it's the section leader who's gonna find where the
whole section is. This is the historic time! We ran like MAD!!! It
was really a marathon to me alrdy. Just when we were comfor-
table with our hiding place, Sir Ariffin came~

Sigh~ It's again, time for us to run like mad AGAIN!

When he got hold of me, another "he" blamed me for causing
them to fail~ WTH!!! Ok, nvrm, i admit fat ppl like me run
slow~ In the end, he told us that it wasnt counted. It have to
be the section leader finding the own section. OMG! Aft that
run then u tell me it's not counted!

PUFF! TIRED!!!

Then we ran n ran n ran~ Finally, it's time to get back to the
music room again~ GREAT!!! IT'S FINALLY THE TIME!

MY ASTHMA ATTACK!!!

I wanted to spend more time to rest in the music room one,
but they chase us out~ Ok lor, i block your way, i'm terribly
sorry. Erm, so u care to bring me to the hospital?!?!?!?!?

I dint bring my inhaler that day! I thought no vigorous actv
would have been carried that day~ WaHlAh! A-S-T-H-M-A!

N it's like decades ago since i last had my attack~ I was told
that it would only come to me when i had too much~

Phoo!!! Got the idea?!

Sigh, watever, it doesnt concern them anymore~

So, gurl, dont ask me to pass him msg anymore ok? He was
your so-called brother that doesnt even give me a decent
place to rest~ Phee-Eww~

(different ppl, different attitude is given~)

Footprints,
Xueting :@





.Friday, August 6, 2010 ' 10:09 PM Y
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Hey peeps~~~

I miss wednesday aft class rush to band room for band.
I miss friday night can go band to have combine with fellow bandmates.
I miss those time when we secretly play other ppl's instrument.
I miss those time when i bring my instrument back home to prac.
I miss those time when we polish our instrument before impt event.
I miss goin for combine in other school, with other school.
I miss moving the instruments from band room to the car park.
I miss how we all got scolded by the teachers, as a Band.
I miss those practices we had before SYF Opening Ceremony.
I miss conducting in front of the band.
I miss the 5 days per week prac before SYF.
I miss the time when we had morning prac few days before SYF.
I miss the tears of joy when we got our Gold.
I miss the HK trip we had tgt.
I miss playing music with ppl who love music like me.
I miss being a FCPS Brass Band, Band Member.

When will i find the FCPS Brass Band back again? I really miss
those time we spend tgt. I love u guys~ :D

(sigh~ suddenly hate the fact that we cant turn time back~)

Footprints,
Xueting :'(





.Monday, July 19, 2010 ' 3:18 PM Y
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Y? Y? Y?

Y must it always happen to me? Y must it always be my fault?
Y must it always start out with me? Y must i always be the one
to blame for?

It's meaningless to carry on, it's even more meaningless to carry
on arguing whose fault it was right from the beginning. When-
ever things come to an end, i'll always be the one. The one who is
wrong, the one who is the most worthless among all~

When love comes to an end, does it mean hatred invade? When
your love for me nvr was, does it mean that i'm thinking too
much? When my love for you grow stronger, does it mean u're
gonna move further away from me?

You always make me cry at night, all alone, still thinking of
you. Everytime when i've got your attention on me, i'll make
use of it. I'll either do something bad or something good. It's
tiring, but i does it willingly.....

Because of you, the special you that grows in my heart,
getting stronger day by day..... You never fail to make me
smile whenever i see you. You give me the feeling of can't
live without you.

So many times i asked myself, for wat reason am I to be
born into this world and grew up.....? And why the clouds
float, and rains pour. You shouldn't expect anything for
yourself in this world, this heartless world.

Just one last dance, before we say goodbye
When we sway and turn round and round and round
It's like the first time.
Just one more chance, hold me tight and keep me warm
Cos the night is getting cold
And I don't know where I belong.

Just one last dance~
That's all i need to love u with my everything~
I LOVE YOU~ ♥

(u're drifting away from me~)

Footprints,
Xueting :'(





.Saturday, July 3, 2010 ' 1:17 PM Y
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HELLO PEOPLE! :D

Ytr was my bdae, u knw?!?!?!?!

HAHAHAHAS! :D

Ytr really was the most happiest day in my life for the
past 14 years~ Had a lot of birthday song sang to me
for the past few days, n presents given to me as well.

Really appreciate all those things done by u guys. I
really cant imagine a life without u guys..... :D Although
ytr at band, had quite a lot of unhappie things, i still
try my best to put on a smile on my face cos it's my
birthday~

But eventually, i cant hold on any longer, i burst it all
out..... I told my story to Joanne n Sing Yiing, both felt
sad for me, but wat else can they do? All they can do
is to see me feel sad n can do ntg to help~

I'm really scared that i'll really give up on myself leh,
i'm seriously afraid so. It's really been a tiring journey
for me, n i'm sure i cant hold on any longer.

Y must u lie to me n let me wait for u to turn up? U
dont care abt urself, but i do! If i dint do my job, i'll
get scolded one u knw?! I'm trying my best to do wat
i'm suppose to do, but can u do ur job as a junior to at
the very least, listen to wat i wanna say to u?!

I'm really afraid that i'll give up on myself n give up
on wat i really love doin the most. If i really give up
on music, i'll be giving up my life for the same reason.
But if i stay like this with all these negative things arnd
me, i guess that before i give up on music, i'll alrdy be
giving up on my life~

I cant play well on something that i seriously dont like.
I cant teach/coach someone whom doesnt listen to wat
i say, doesnt even respect me at all.
I cant just act happie when i'm seriously not.

But, besides doin all these, wat can i still do???

Sigh~ This is the end, i guess. One day, when i'm really
drain out of my energy, i'll seriously give up on my life,
my career, my MUSIC~

(is that all i can do, to make it be a wish come true for me???)

Footprints,
Xueting.....





.Thursday, July 1, 2010 ' 11:16 PM Y
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HEY PEEPS!

Just came back home n had a shower.....
Just now had a celebration with cliques n some other
ppl. IT WAS FUN-TAS-TIC! :D

They really make my day!!! :D There wont be a need
to elaborate more right? All i can say is that, they're
really mine!!!

Had 2 presents, one cake(yummie!), 2 new frens, one
happie smile. With all these surprises n presents, my
tears came rolling down without any warning~

I seriously cant think of any other words to describe
them, they're just WONDERFUL! They're really
some of the important characters in my life play~
Definitely, for sure..... :D

Gtg sleep alrdy, tmr still hav school~ NIGHT! :D

(HAD A GREAT DAY TODAY! :D)

Footprints,
Xueting :D





.Saturday, June 12, 2010 ' 7:28 PM Y
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WHAT'S WRONG WITH YOU?!?!?!?!?!

IZZIT RIGHT OF YOU TO VENT UR ANGER ON ME?!
IZZIT HOW A FATHER SHOULD BE?!
IZZIT HOW U TREAT UR FAMILY MEMBERS?!

I'M SICK N TIRED OF ALL THESE TREATMENT BY ALL
OF YOU GUYS! IT'S TIME THAT I LET IT ALL COME TO
AN END. RIGHT?!

LET IT BE LIKE THE FULL-STOP, THE ONE LITTLE THING
THAT MAKES EVERYTHING COME TO AN END. THERE'S
NTG MORE FOR ME TO CONSIDER STAYING AT THIS
POINT OF TIME, NTG IS WORTH OF MY TEARS OR MY
WAITING NOW, NOTHING!!!

GREAT! U WANT IT TO END LIKE THIS, I'LL MAKE IT
END LIKE THIS THEN..... E-N-D I-T!!! A-R-G-H!!!

(here's where the full-stop will be at.....)

Footprints,
Xueting !!!





.Tuesday, June 8, 2010 ' 3:13 PM Y
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Sigh. Sigh. Sigh.....

R u just purely too tired to reply me, or izzit that u just dont
give a damn on it?! Y izzit always like this? When i tried to
get everything back to normal n everything to be nicely
plan out, i always ruin things up! When i wanted to save a
relationship, i always make it turn upside-down!

Please lah, let me just do at least this thing properly can?!
I seriously want that day to be a wonderful one, especially
to u, i hope u can give a serious thought on it. Live ur life
once, taht day, the most special one.....

Dont make my efforts go into the bin will u? I seriously
would at least like to hav an answer coming out from ur
mouth man! SERIOUSLY! >.
A cloud, signify wat to a big blue sky? Me, signify wat to
u? If the sky is without any one of the clouds, it's still as
big, still as beautiful as before. If ur life is without me, it's
still as perfect, still as pretty as before.....
The cloud means NOTHING to the sky.....
Me, means NOTHING to u..... It's all the same.....

Gtg carry-on with the presents making.....

(it just happen to me, all the mis-fortune.....)

Footprints,
Xueting .....





.Thursday, June 3, 2010 ' 3:58 PM Y
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Today went back to school to get my result slips of sec1
from teacher cos mum wants it to apply for a dk wat de
bursary. Then no choice, go back there very very
reluctantly..... -.-"

Aft that, went back to Fuchun to purchase the tickets
for tmr's concert in RP! CANT WAIT! :D But, went i get
into the GO, they told me to come back again at 1.30
cos the tickets arent in yet for today.....

No choice, so went to KFC to buy a large drink n share
it with SQ, cos she accompany me to school mah. Then
when i was about to go home, mum call n ask me to go
to coffee shop for my lunch.

Aft lunch, went back to Fuchun to get the tickets! :D
Just nice, saw the band members moving their instu
if i'm not wrong..... Saw quite a lot of instructors there
also. Actually wanted to help out, but needa rush home
for something. Sorry guys! :(

I think i'm done blogging le, gotta ketch-up with other
ppl's blog alrdy..... BYE~ :D:D:D

(my passion for band, will nvr ever end! :D)

Footprints,
Xueting :D





. ' 3:28 PM Y
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Hey Hey, People! :D

Sorry for not blogging for the past 6 days ehhh..... :(

Ytr, had band in the morning, so faster wake up then walk
to school in the rain with my heavy instrument..... Reach
school, straight away was drilling. I dint fall-in cos wasnt
feeling well that day n, plus my leg got blisters sial! >.<

Aft band, faster rush to the bus-stop n took 913 outside,
n waited for 912. The damn bus is sooooo freaking long
man! ARGH! Nvrm, then i faster faster go home, faster
bathe then went down to meet weiling to go to Cwp to
meet up with Pohyi.

Reach alrdy, took taxi to AMK hub to meet Wendy! :D
Saw her, but she gtg cos it's her mother's birthday. Aft
she left, we went to find pepper lunch for dinner, while
waiting for Jeremy to get changed.

When we got out seats, he was just in time. Then went
to bought our meal, then talk while we eat..... :D It's
really fun to tell them wat happen in the morning. :D

Went to watch "Shrek4 - forever after"! Aft watching
it, i rate it 100/100 man! :D It's just too wonderful to
be true! :D I cried in some parts sial! Shrek lah, he took
things for granted then got cheated by the little guy (i
forgot his name) ! I cried at one more part, when he
kiss but Fiona haven accept him yet..... :(

The rest, go see urself if not, not nice alrdy. :D It really
give me a lesson on not to take things arnd u for granted,
it isnt a "MUST"! :D

Aft that, went separate ways with Jeremy, cos he taking
bus then we taking MRT back. Reach Cwp alrdy, went
to 7-eleven to buy i-weekly for Joanne. Buy finish liao,
go home.....

Reach home, bathe, then watch a while of tv, went to
sleep lor. My brother sick sial! :(





.Friday, May 28, 2010 ' 8:26 PM Y
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Hello people.....

Am feeling sad today? I guess so ba..... :(

Today, stay at home lor..... Ntg to do, no mood to do also. Sigh,
i guess a lot of u should knw y ba. Idk y, my heart is still so
heavy man! :(

Now talking to Aiksiang in msn, abt *ahem**ahem*. Talk so
much liao, i still think my heart still hav a lot of things inside,
but i just dk wat izzit lah. Sad life sial, ARGH!

I think i'll sms him again when someone is by my side, to act
as a shoulder for me, cos i scared..... Got wat i meant? Sigh,
it's all i can do, n wat i can do, ntg more to get wat i wanted
so much. This feeling isnt like last time, this time round is
even more stronger, more painful. But i'm sure that if we
really became reality, we would be really happie.....

I seriously hope so.....

Gtg n eat dinner le, HUNGRY! >.<

(can we really be like that in reality? can we?)

Footprints,
Xueting -.-





.Thursday, May 27, 2010 ' 11:16 PM Y
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Hey dudes! :D

MY MUM IS BACK! YEAY! :D :D :D :D :D

I so damn freaking miss her for the past 32 days, man! I now
damn super supreme high! WOOTS~ :D

She seems to grow a little slimmer..... :) Hahas, now just finish
our house de tradition, giving out of presents! Guess wat i've
got? It's a Levi's bag, ear-ring, necklace, a shirt, n a lot a lot
of yummie sweets! :D really am enjoying it!

BUT! She also said that she might be goin again next month.
-.-" SIGH! SAD! :( OH! Here's one of her story, that she told
her on the way back home..... :
She spent her 50th birthday in china, then of cors her colleague
went out to celebrate with her. Then when her colleague ask
her how old is she, she told them she's 50, her colleague all
shock sia..... HAHAS! :D
Then they all say she only 30+, 40+ sial! :D Then she say, she
was happie like one kind, n laughing like one kind. Dont believe
me, go my facebook n take a look at the album of my POP last
year, i did tag my mother in the first few pics. More info, my
father is alrdy 53, n my grandma(nai nai) is alrdy 86! :D
Hahas, proud to say, they all look very very young. :D

I guess, that's all for my mother's story.....

Gtg, wanna watch my show.

(I LOVE U, MUM! DONT LEAVE US AGAIN!)

Footprints,
Xueting :D





.Sunday, May 23, 2010 ' 11:55 AM Y
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HEY PEOPLE!!!

Friday went back to primary to sort of "coach" the band.....

I'm damn freaking disappointed lor. My section seriously
is not up to standard n yet, they're still talking arnd, fool-
ing arnd like nobody's business..... :(

Had a lecture lesson for them, n told them wat they should/
should not do during band, no matter towards seniors or
towards teachers.....

A serious matter now..... N it made me cry back home!
A junior slap one of my fren, whom is also a senior of her.
Not only did she slap him, she even bully all of her section
(except one) by hitting n scolding them vulgar words.....

Dots right?! I cant imagine that the band that i grow up
so peacefully became like this. :( I'm seriously very very
very disappointed! ARGH! GOD! Y?!

Ytr, went for a concert. RED RAIN! LOVE YA! Went to
the concert with Kee, Sing Yi, Poh Yi, n Joanne! :D The
Concert totally rock like HELL! I high till feel like falling
down on the ground sial..... -.-"

Aft that went to hav dinner, n went home from Paya
Lebar back to Woodlands..... Alight at Woodlands n took
912 one round thinking abt......... :(

Listen to EMO songs n did crying all the way till i reach
my stop. The whole bus is so quiet at the point, it's so
damn peaceful............ N, i seriously like it. :D

Ok, done talking, n my back is ACHING!!! >.<

Wonder how will it be for tmr's NE Camp..... ???

(I'm crying my whole heart out, but i doubt u knw that,
FOREVER.....!!!)

Footprints,
Xueting -.-"





.Saturday, May 15, 2010 ' 12:28 PM Y
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HEY PEOPLE! :D

Ytr, was really a damn freaking fun day for me, n my fellow
frens..... Went to east coast park with Pohyi, Joanne, Singyi,
n Junpern. :D Was totally playing like a mad gurl!

Actually wanted to go marina barrage one, but change idea,
n decided to go ECP. N i must tell u, i totally dint regret in
changing of venue, cos it was a great success! :D Really had
a fun time with them flying kites, jumping into the water,
riding bikes, n a lot more lah..... :D

Hahas! The funny thing is that we all were so into bury-ing
Pohyi n Singyi's leg with the sand, but they just keep on
moving n moving, ARGH! Hahas! :D It's still fun aft all. :D

It's 12more days before my MUMMIE is back! :D HAHAS!
Really miss her a lot..... :D I bet when she comes back, she
would be shock seeing my BIG pimple on my face. :(

I guess i'll hav to stop here for more of my adventures. :D

(great times r suppose to be with great people. :D)

Footprints,
Xueting :D





.Saturday, May 8, 2010 ' 8:35 PM Y
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It's 19 more days before MUMMIE comes back! :D

Today woke up at 9plus n started sms-ing them to tell
them details on where r we goin in the afternoon. Until
10plus, finally one reply back!

Went to prepare n Blah Blah Blah.....

Went to Chua Chua Kang.....

Go walk walk lor arnd n had lunch at Mac! :D Aft that
kenji came. Then went to Comic(s) Connection. They
buy finish alrdy then went to slack at lib. Stupid aunty
came n ask us shut up! Like the lib she open one!?!?

ARGH! N n, i WANT a Zinc SLING BAG lah..... :( It's
like so damn cool lor! Sling Bag!!! Hehe, but actually
watever brand also can..... :) Just wanted a cool sling
bag very MUCH! Went to 1st floor n took a look, the
sling bag cost 39.90$ sial! But i seriously think it's
worth it cos it's VERY damn NICE! :)

*saliva dripping!* hahas! :D

I think that's all liao le, tmr goin lib to study history,
cos IDW to flunk my history! :)

Goin with Aiksiang, Keowleng, n maybe Shermaine.
I think that's it le lah, gonna go facebook-ing liao.....

(sometimes, dont u think u carve for something a little
too overboard?)

Footprints,
Xueting :)





.Friday, May 7, 2010 ' 8:30 PM Y
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Hey guys, back in posting.....

These few days had a few exams..... Actually, still can manage
lor, if only i study lah, hahas! This is my personalize draft at
the bottom, here it goes..... :

I knw i cant tie u down, but i really hope that u wont leave me.
At least, dont avoid me..... I need u, i want u, n of cors, i love
u as well. I hate myself to see u let ur tears flow, but wat can
i really do.....? I'm only a little stone from ur garden, the one
at the corner, the most un-noticeable of all.....

Another one..... :

I've seriously had enough! U're making me way too hard to
breath, way too hard to live. I've been thinking seriously, izzit
my fault to fall for u? When can i get the love from u? Can u
tell me whether to cherish u n make myself suffer, or to give
up n nvr knw the truth? Pls..... I seriously need u to be there,
to warm my heart..... It's really tiring, for no one is there for
me. Pls be happy for i want u so..... I'm suffering silently, but
it's alright, just for u~ I'll nvr meet ur expectation, making u
mine to love n care for. Everything that i'm goin through now
is all cos of u, cos i care for u..... Life like this is really sickening,
really freaking tired. I need u to be at the end, to wait for my
return.....

That's all guys, pls read n feel my mind..... :)

(i hope u can feel how i really feel.....)

Footprints,
Xueting.....





.Monday, April 26, 2010 ' 10:34 PM Y
Loves for Music {:

Today is the 1/32 days without my dearest MUMMIE!

Today woke up at 7. Done all those preparation, done-up
my hair. Went to put on my shoe.....

Before setting off, hug my mother..... T.T

Took one more look at her before i can get to see her
again in the following month. She might often go over-
seas, but this is the first time that she's gone for such
a long time leh.....

Before i really step out of the house, cried AGAIN! That
was the(lost count) ___ time that i cried over the week-
end lor. OMG! Eyes getting swollen like hell. But still,
everything is worth for my tears lor.

Today had debrief on band in music room. Came up
late cos Mr Yeo dont let us go up..... -.-" Went up n go
inside, damn freaking paiseh seyh..... Dint bother aft
that. Pass the own-made card to Sir Asyura to thank
him for being such a good senior all these while..... :)

Aft that dint really do anything. Went back home.....

Mummie, faster come back! I MISS YOU! :(

(i'm beginning to suspect how u feel towards me.....?)

Footprints,
Xueting :(





.Saturday, April 24, 2010 ' 5:02 PM Y
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10.34pm-23/04/10.....

I HATE n LOVE this day sooooooooooo much!

Ytr had a wonderful performance with MSLCB. It
made me cry as a result...... :( My sec 4/5 seniors
all step down alrdy. Do i really believe myself that
i can really do it without them? I seriously dont knw
the answer to it lor.....

Aft we r dismiss, went to give my hearts n stars to
all those sec4/5s. I really hope that they can keep
it with them, cos every heart n star is made by me,
personally. Even though u hate me, but i seriously
hope that u can keep my heart/star with u.

While walking down the stairs, cried my lungs out.
Jojo n Singyiing tried to calm me down, but i just
cant do it, cos i'm seriously miss-ing them..... When
i got out of school, i totally broke out, i guess only
Jojo would knw how izzit to feel like this.....

Y must everyone go off when they r need-ed to? Y
must they go off when i've devoted everything to
them? Everything seems to go wrong with me, it
all seems to be a mess in my life.

I seriously hope that those sec4Na can get their
way to sec5 n stay with us till the time they needa
go off badly. I seriously do hope so.....

I think if i carry on, i will break out again, so i think
i better log out first n calm myself down. Guys, see
all when u guys return back again.....

I promise, i will no longer be the cheerful one anymore.

(I'll nvr be that cheerful me anymore, i guess.....)

Footprints,
Xueting :(





.Tuesday, April 20, 2010 ' 10:32 PM Y
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Today, Ma'am Afiqah told us her thoughts abt our band.....

Wat she just said really reminds me when i was in P6, when
i was also suppose to make a speech to the band. I told them
that if i hav a choice, i would rather not get promoted to sec
sch n stay there n fight watever war with them.

My tears that drop just now was nothing, but real tears, my
heart produces it truly. I rmb that i mention that if they were
to forget me, i wont mind, wat i mind is that, i would end up
forgetting them. I really treat the band like my parents, they
brought me up to such a good player, good band leader, yet,
i'm leaving it now.....

When they told me that they got Silver this year, i really hav
the feeling that my parents r sick at this moment n i really
would like to get back there n help them out, but i seriously
cant make the time out for them.

I totally broke out on the bus when i recieve the news from
my junior. I can really understand how Ma'am Afiqah is
feeling now, but if only one person changing, the difference
really isnt big. To be able to get a little difference, everyone
hav to at least change a little.

I might be talking rubbish at this moment, but this is wat i
really feel towards getting a big change in attitude of manners
n playing as well. I seriously do.....

Till now, i still cant forget, how my parents brought me up,
how my parents sent me away. I came to this place with
sadness, n left that place with sadness too.....

(everything might be too late for now, but might not for the
next generation.)

Footprints,
Xueting :)





.Monday, April 19, 2010 ' 8:30 PM Y
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Sigh people.....

Today wasnt quite a good day for me.

I just dont knw how to explain. My heart feels
so empty n dead, understand? DEAD! i just
hav a feeling that everyday isnt my day, n that's
it! Today was totally ruined!

Let's just straight away talk abt band. Today
went to band at 3.10. Straight away went up
to report to senior first, before goin for break.
Report alrdy, went to take wallet n go down
canteen with rest for lunch.

Aft that, went up to take things for sectional.
While taking, Jojo threw a pen n ask me to
catch it for her. Cos of our silly act, the pencil
lead went into my hand, my right hand.

Was pain like hell lor, before i went to wash
my hand, i can still see the long lead, but aft
washing, i cant see it at all. They say that they
can see black black thing inside my palm.

Aft packing up, Sing Yiing help me to force
the lead out, but to no avail. There seems
to be something inside, but i just dont knw
wat izzit! I totally give up! -.-"

Aft that, went to canteen. Band dismiss, took
taxi tgt with Pohyi n Joanne to Cwp n saw
3 teachers. Ask some silly qns..... -.-

Talk talk, eat eat, took 912 back home lor.

Took one round cos wasnt feeling great today!

(i just dont knw y i so low today.....?)

Footprints,
Xueting :(





.Saturday, April 10, 2010 ' 9:44 PM Y
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Hey people.....

Currently typing very slowly, cos had blood test just now.
Now my body hav 2 more holes! One is on left hand, the
other on the back of my right hand. Took photos there, of
my hand, hahas! Took 2 tubes of blood for 8 test result!

Aft that, went to see doctor for my stupid 6-days flu. I
think i pass the flu to a lot ppl sial! Was day dreaming
just now at polyclinic..... -.-"

I guess there's ntg much to talk abt alrdy..... Getting
more n more tired lately! Wat should i do?!

Is that wat u really can give me only? Is that really all?
I really wanted to ask for more, but can i really do? Just
let it go will do? I hope it really works.....

(is that all u can give n wat i can take?)

Footprints,
Xueting -.-





.Friday, April 2, 2010 ' 9:24 PM Y
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Hey babe!

Currently in malaysia using my cousins lappy to
update my blog. I knw a bit no point cos long
time nvr post any post le, but at least i take the
effort to at least post something right?

Now done with Maths n trying to figure out wat's
the 4 title to do on English journal..... -.-" Sigh, i
think hor, it's maybe we too long nvr meet le, that's
y we r falling apart. I mean btwn my couins n us.

Nowadays too bored at home. In the morning,
went to Bukit Timah to bai bai. Aft that, return
home n ate lunch before setting off to custom.

Wonder wat will we do ltr at night.....?

Maybe goin walk walk at pasar malam..... Hehe :)

Hope ltr can stay late at night doin silly things
like we used to... How i miss wat we used to be
close like sister.....! ARGH!

Gtg, goin to carry on thinking wat r those titles.

(times past like freaking long, n came like freaking fast!)

Footprints,
Xueting :)







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